4:45am and I PROBABLY SHOULDN'T BE BLOGGING

I never thought for even one second that staying home with the kids was an easy job.  I never thought that keeping the house clean was easy.  I never figured that doing the laundry was a simple job either.  Now that I'm home most of the month to help with these things I know beyond a shadow of a doubt.  It makes me nuts when the Dr's ask Becky if she has a job and she says, "no, i'm a stay at home Mom."  What?!  From now on I'm going to have to speak up.  This is a job that never stops, never has vacation, and as I'm finding out often starts around 5am.

Being a father is one of the greatest joys of my life but I often think that God makes kids cute and innocent so that we don't eat our young when they wake up this early.   Liam has learned a few words. The one he uses at 5am is Daddy.  He says it like a question, Daddy?  Oh man!  So cute.

Anyway...this post is probably really disjointed because it's too early to blog.  LOL

Last night I shaved Becky's head with a razor.  All her little hairs were falling out so we decided to even it out and just shave it smooth.  She thinks that she looks strange now.  She still looks amazing.  I've received so many emails and notes from people giving words of encouragement.  I can't thank you enough.  Cards and emails like this never really moved me.  Now I can't read these words from you all without a lump in my throat.  What's wrong with me?!  Ha!  Turns out that I may actually have a heart. Don't quote me on that.

Ok I have to go before Liam rips the laptop screen completely off.

blessings,
Jonas